and not near enough time.
equestrian lifestyle, random snapshots, opinions & life
Anonymous asked: Who are you? What fuels you? What do you think about routinely? What do you want from life? How do you define success? How do you let go from what has troubled you?
Who am I? I don’t know that I could explain myself in anything under 567 pages. And that probably wouldn’t explain anything.
What do I think about routinely? Horses. Eating/Food/Not Eating/Am I Eating Too Much? Horses. Airy. Money To Afford Horses. That’s pretty much the circle. I mean, I think about other things / people in my life as well and spend a lot of time second guessing everything and a lot of time analyzing things that probably don’t matter like govt conspiracies and political scandals… I spend a lot of time wondering if it’s weird to want to know about those types of things.
What do I want from life? I just want to be happy and feel secure in what I’m doing, financially, emotionally.. I want to show and do well, I want to involve as many people as I can with horses… I want a family with my girlfriend but I’d love to be able to legally call her something else, I’d love to be alive and young and enjoy the rights we all know have to be coming… but even if that doesn’t happen, I just want us to be happy.
How do I define success? How happy are you with the life you have?
How do I let go with what troubles me? I don’t. I just repress the crap out of it and ride on. I focus on other things like how much caffiene do I need to stay awake at work and what money can I scrape together for my next horse show? When I’m not thinking about things like that I’m reading every random thing I can find on the internet because really that kind of stuff can take me mind of anything :)
fun question but my gf is getting mad at me because we are supposed to be watching a movie :)