and not near enough time.
equestrian lifestyle, random snapshots, opinions & life
Not gonna do a break down of the entire lesson - it was long and very frustrating and oddly parallel to my non-riding life.
I need to learn to let go. When I let go, our rides are perfect but when I fight so hard to force him into something I end up getting dragged around the arena cursing about what a dick he is. I know things go better when I let go and trust him, it’s really hard to make myself do it though.
Bob says I need to accept that I can’t do everything perfect always, that horses will help me accept that but it’s not about doing things perfect it’s about doing them right and I don’t understand how I can know what to do but not do it right… I am very frustrated with myself. It shouldn’t be this hard for me to fix my mistakes.